Such a long absence from blogging and honestly, not much to report. We are still struggling to purchase a house and get out of Our falling apart apartment, Sir is still working 2 jobs and the children are growing up quickly. Our kink has taken a back seat for many months now. I have not felt the sweet sting of the crop across my back side in so long...Nor the commanding tone of voice that sends shivers straight to my sexual center. The voice and hands that steady me when I am drifting and lost.
It is mainly stress that's doing it, I think...but I tire of taking on the dominant role so much. There are times when I want to put my hand around Sir's throat and scream at Him to Dom up already! But, I don't. I just hand Him His supper and rub His shoulders and hope He remembers that this little sub/ masochist has needs it is up to Him to fill if our relationship is to deepen and grow. I love Him and I will serve Him no matter what, but I can't stop these selfish thoughts (you know the ones)...The
Any advice would be great. I miss Him so much and I'm sure, deep down, He misses me to...His bliss, His little doll, His lolita.
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