It has been a rather challenging week for us. Sir has been stressed at work and all he wants to do when he comes home is chill out in front of his PS3. I admit that I have not made this easy. With the stress of 2 little boys bouncing around, demanding attention(positive and negative) and bouts of insomnia I haven't been the best of submissives. Realizing my whiny behavior, last night I sat at Sir's feet and laid my head on his knees and just let him be. He stroked my hair and told me that, no matter what, he appreciates all that I do for him and the children and sometimes forgets that I need a break as well. I let his acknowledgment soak into my heart for a moment and smiled. It is tiny specs of time like this when he says the exact right thing at the exact right moment that allow me to remember why I not only married this man, but chose to give Him my submission. We aren't a perfect couple by any means, but sometimes...Sometimes we come close.
Hopefully, tonight will be one where I can let the whip overtake the stress of the week and collapse into my Sir's steady arms.
The relief I have sought, found and sated.
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